My favorite movie of all time is the 1998 movie "U.S. Marshals". This movie stars one of my favorite actors, Tommy Lee Jones. It also stars Wesley Snipes, and Robert Downey Jr. , also two very good actors. As a kid I always liked cop movies, and this movie was right up my alley. I could say with confidence that I have seen this movie over one hundred times. It is an all around bad ass movie.
Another one of my favorite movies is the 1998 movie "Practical Magic. This movie also stars a favorite actress of mine, Sandra Bullock. This movie is all about magic, which is something I was big one when I was little too. It is also a great love story beneath the magic. It also is a comedy I believe. I have seen this movie also about a hundred times.
Monday, December 6, 2010
My biggest fears.
I have a lot of fears in life, some which make no sense at all. One of my fears is arachnophobia (fear of spiders). I think the movie scarred me for life. Spiders are some of the grossest things on this earth I believe. Especially the big, hairy ones. Another fear I have is thanatophobia (fear of dying). I feel that at any moment, if it is someone's time they will die. I'm scared I will suffer when I die and it will be painful. I am also fearful that I will die before I get what I want accomplished in life, and will be unhappy. I'm also scared of where I may go when I die, because I believe in heaven and hell.
My biggest fear I don't think I could find a name for. My worst fear in life is that I will go through college anticipating to major and get a job in something, then once I graduate and start my job I will not like it and realize that I picked the wrong major in college. I feel like if I am that miserable with my job that I will be a failure. That's why I am taking such a long time to declare my major in college.
My biggest fear I don't think I could find a name for. My worst fear in life is that I will go through college anticipating to major and get a job in something, then once I graduate and start my job I will not like it and realize that I picked the wrong major in college. I feel like if I am that miserable with my job that I will be a failure. That's why I am taking such a long time to declare my major in college.
Who know's me best
The two people I would have to say that know me best are my best friend Brittany, and my roomate Amara. Brittany has been my best friend for about a year now. She is the one person I would trust to tell my deepest darkest secrets to, and would know that she would never tell anyone.. even under torture. She is crazy just like I am, which is why we are best friends. She has been there for me through the toughest times.
My roomate Amara also knows alot about me, because she is forced to live with me. Lately it's become so ridiculous because we have been looking at how much we are alike. We like alot of the same things, and our opinions are the same on most things too. Don't get me wrong, we still butt heads every once and awhile.. but we're a lot alike.
My roomate Amara also knows alot about me, because she is forced to live with me. Lately it's become so ridiculous because we have been looking at how much we are alike. We like alot of the same things, and our opinions are the same on most things too. Don't get me wrong, we still butt heads every once and awhile.. but we're a lot alike.
My craziest experience.
My craziest experience isn't really a very happy one, but it definitely is crazy. It happened after I went to a different school's homecoming dance. It was about two in the morning and I had just got home, and was discussing the night's events with my mom. Suddenly, a knock came on our front door. Not only was this surprising due to the time, but our town is so small we have someone knock on our door probably about once every three months. It was a girl asking for someone I had never heard of. She looked very messed up, either by alcohol or drugs. I sent her away and just laughed it off with my mom.
A little later, another knock came on the door.. and it was the same girl. This time she told me that someone had just dropped her off, and she was almost positive that she had been raped. I decided to be the better person and take this high girl that I didn't even know to her friends house about 15 minutes away.
She basically told me her life story the whole way. I even drove through a sobreity check because she didn't want to see cops. When we finally got to her friends house, he went nuts. He was so mad at what had happened to her he was threatening everyone. He even began to threaten me when he realized he didn't know who I was. As scared as I was, I told him my name and what high school I went to when he asked. Turns out the man knew my brother. I let the girl out of the car and drove home. I have yet to ever see that girl again. Craziest night of my life.
A little later, another knock came on the door.. and it was the same girl. This time she told me that someone had just dropped her off, and she was almost positive that she had been raped. I decided to be the better person and take this high girl that I didn't even know to her friends house about 15 minutes away.
She basically told me her life story the whole way. I even drove through a sobreity check because she didn't want to see cops. When we finally got to her friends house, he went nuts. He was so mad at what had happened to her he was threatening everyone. He even began to threaten me when he realized he didn't know who I was. As scared as I was, I told him my name and what high school I went to when he asked. Turns out the man knew my brother. I let the girl out of the car and drove home. I have yet to ever see that girl again. Craziest night of my life.
Tattoo's
When I was little, I used to see people on TV with tattoo's.. I always told myself I would never be the person stupid enough to get something put on my body that would never come off. As soon as I became eighteen, I became that stupid person :)
I decided that my first tattoo had to be something that means a lot to me. That is why i chose to get "no regrets." on my side. I got this tattoo because I feel like this is how I, and other people, need to live life. People need to not focus on the past, just move on a look towards the future.
My next tattoo I plan to get over Christmas break also means a lot to me. I plan on getting a green M&M on my big toe. This sounds weird, but when you hear the story it makes sense. My good friend's mom died of cancer, she was a second mom to me and always took care of me. She had a green M&M on her big toe, which is why I plan to get it.. also with her initials underneath. Cannot wait to get this done.
I decided that my first tattoo had to be something that means a lot to me. That is why i chose to get "no regrets." on my side. I got this tattoo because I feel like this is how I, and other people, need to live life. People need to not focus on the past, just move on a look towards the future.
My next tattoo I plan to get over Christmas break also means a lot to me. I plan on getting a green M&M on my big toe. This sounds weird, but when you hear the story it makes sense. My good friend's mom died of cancer, she was a second mom to me and always took care of me. She had a green M&M on her big toe, which is why I plan to get it.. also with her initials underneath. Cannot wait to get this done.
Softball
Softball is the only sport I played in high school. I played Varsity all four years of high school, lettering as a freshman. I played second base. My softball team became closer to me than most of my real family. I loved each and every one of my underclassmen, no matter how much I may or may not have picked on them :)
My senior year was the best year for my team. We placed in second in the Muskingum Valley League. This game was one of the hardest games I have ever played in. We played the number one team after beating them once in the beginning of the season, and lost by one run in extra innings. I left that field with blood, sweat, and tears.. literally.
We also were sectional champs in our district. That was the last time I would ever play on my home field. We played for districts against the team that beat us for the Muskingum Valley League title, which was also very hard. That was the last game of softball I will probably ever play, which sucks. I would give anything to go back and be able to play my senior season again.
My senior year was the best year for my team. We placed in second in the Muskingum Valley League. This game was one of the hardest games I have ever played in. We played the number one team after beating them once in the beginning of the season, and lost by one run in extra innings. I left that field with blood, sweat, and tears.. literally.
We also were sectional champs in our district. That was the last time I would ever play on my home field. We played for districts against the team that beat us for the Muskingum Valley League title, which was also very hard. That was the last game of softball I will probably ever play, which sucks. I would give anything to go back and be able to play my senior season again.
Flocka.
My favorite musical artist of the moment is Waka Flocka Flame, or Flocka to me. My favorite song by Flocka is "Snake in the Grass". Urban Dictionary describes a snake in the grass as "A shady, conniving person who could strike at anytime without warning". This definition is perfect at describing the point of this song.
Flocka is also my soulmate in life, I believe. This is because he wears a chain around his neck of Gumby (the cartoon character) iced out in diamonds. My car is named Gumby because it is green, and i even have a bendable Gumby doll on my dashboard. I feel that since he wears this, one day we will be in love. :)
Flocka is also my soulmate in life, I believe. This is because he wears a chain around his neck of Gumby (the cartoon character) iced out in diamonds. My car is named Gumby because it is green, and i even have a bendable Gumby doll on my dashboard. I feel that since he wears this, one day we will be in love. :)
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